someone is caught. you are caught ! those are written w/out my permission? haha :O

terbanglah kesana, jika ditakdirkan bersama, pasti akan bersatu kembali suatu masa nanti

bukan jauh
tapi berada disekeliling
istimewa
bagitu istimewa
tapi sayang
kau
tidak dilayan dengan
seistimewanya

sedar
atas maksud
yang sebelum ini
baru ku faham
jawaban sudah
terjawab

simpan sahaja
pendam sahaja
isi hati
wahai istimewa
ku
undur
dahulu
written on February 10, 2009 3:13 AM

baju sejuk disarung...harum semerbak ... wangian ini...wujud seketika kau disisi ku...

mungkin perlu disimpan sahaja asmara
mungkin susah disembunyikan sahaja
mungkin masa yang perlu disalahkan
mungkin patut disampaikan
written on January 19, 2009 9:23 AM

Aku nak hang suap donut kat UK

suap donut
tapi belemoih
jahat
haha
written on January 2, 2009 2:58 PM

telah ku sediakan pedang dan perisai untuk menempuh peristiwa lama yang rupanya manis semuanya

rahsia cerita pusaka ini
yang tersimpan didalam hati
telah terbuka jahitan
yang selama ini ku simpan

ayat cinta telah terlepas dari sangkar dada ini
kini terbang bebas ke sana
tentang perasaan yang mendalam kepadanya
yang dulu hanya terkubur di hati

perjalanan di mulakan
hajat dulu disertakan
tentang hati dan perasaan
yang telah lama disimpan

risau hanya bunyi sebelah tangan
rupanya bulan datang keriba
menyangka dulu hanya ku sorang
tetapi dalam diam telah disambut senang

seloka yang dihantar
telah membongkar rahsia
tentang dua insan
yang menyimpan perasaan cinta

ku memerhati bulan dan bintang...
angin yang sejuk... ku harap kau dapat
memberi tahu kepadanya
bahawa dahulu... aku ingin memeluk hatimu
written on November 26, 2008 3:06 AM

apakah maksudnya semua ini

kereta sedang berjalan laju
aku duduk di belakang
belakang driver
sebelah kiri aku paiz, tetapi muka dia lain, putih pulak.
betol ka dia ni, mampoih p kat hang lah
kereta tu acapan yang drive
sebelah acapan ada seorang gadis
namanya
miss fire

hujan
jalan lecah
acapan meredah laju air dijalan
kereta volvo
tu yang tak dak hal nak bawak laju
main redah ja air tu
ada sekali tu
air bertakung banyak
dia bawak laju gila
sampai kereta tertolak kesebelah kiri
acapan relex saja
tapi aku yang cuak aram jadah

jumpa pok aku
hujan lebat
aku naik kereta dengan pok aku

ku ingat
makan diwarung tepi jalan
ku naik vespa

tiba tiba ada dikedai
aku rasa mcd
tapi bila kebelakang
jadi kedai
dekat kedai tu ada jual jam loceng,
sekarang memang jam loceng aku dah nyawa ikan
bunyi kentut pon lagi kuat dari bunyi loceng tu
bukan aku bezakan kentut aku ok, aku agak agak ja. apa da

dok pilih jam loceng
masih segar dalam ingat ni
jam tu harga RM71
aku pilih yang murah sikit
dalam dok pilih tu
aku membangaukan tengkokku ke sekeliling
mencari kelibat miss fire
tak ada pon
aku rasa dia dok kat mcd kot
dating paa...
tak pa lah
haish! jeles?

aku amik jam loceng ni, sumpah lupa harga dia.
aku bg RM50, dia pergi tukar dekat mcd
aku tunggu punya lama
sampai kedai tutup, mcd pon nak tutup
supervisor mcd dah marah kat aku
aku dok tunggu duit bagi aku
aku tak tahan aku bukak laci kat kedai tu
ada pulak duit pecah RM10, banyak keping pulak tu
nak ja aku amik (dalam hati)
tapi aku ni amanah

kedai dah gelap, tiba tiba aku nampak brader yang p tukar duit tu
dia bawak satey sekali, dia nampak aku
dia terlupa aku dia kata
aku pau dia punya satey 1
"pergh lemak semata mata satey ni noo?" kata aku kat brader tu
"tu ah" dia kata
sambil dalam kedai aku menunggu baki
ada seorang gadis sedang tunggu aku di depan kedai tu dalam gelap
siapakah dia?
miss fire?
written on November 26, 2008 3:06 AM

dari Kedah mahu pergi ke Melaka, singgah sebentar di Perak memakan strawberi, jika puan malas belajar, akan ku pergi dahulu ke Liverpool

bersyukur kita duduk di mesia
makan minum cukup semuanya
kalau tempat org ishk... perang sini sana
bumi bertuah aman sentosa

kenapa cina semua pandai?
hanya berusaha bukannya susah
ayuh bangun dan lawan
sekarang org cacat pon boleh berijazah

di perak menuntut ilmu
di melaka juga begitu
ingin berniaga suatu hari nanti
kereta caldina... ingin dikecapi

susah dahulu seperti sekarang
akan dijamin masa depan akan senang
jgn dilupa pesan mok pok hang
kuat kan hati kuat kan semangat hang
 written on November 17, 2008 11:44 PM

LOSER

everything is my mistake

everything is my mistake

everything is my mistake

everything is my mistake

TQ

am i good? no? but im getting better.

am i? talking about this, what is running cross my mind are, attitude, the way of talking, the way of expressing the feelings, how to be friend with so many people, how to make friend. its not be friend just fer a while. its making friends in a short time - how friendly am i? how friendly are you? how to  have a good relationship with the family, how to focus in everything, and maybe how to achieve the dreams? (is it too further to think of?) i have learned so many things in these days. it is true when people say " influences come from the person who is the nearest to us" i dont say that my people is very very good but. ya, my people is good enough fer me to absorb those good things and things that are giving advantages and bring good changes in my life :)  i love when there s always person who tells me that i do good things but 

this mouth never told me that i do bad things. my people will say that "u are better than this prove it"

this mouth always give compliments whenever im done good things. this mouth always says that  all the things are positive. this mouth can change my mood in just in second by saying something. this mouth says that as a girl, its not good to say bad words. i love my people. do you have one?  choose your people, and absorb good things in them.  you will feel the differences once you apply the good things in your daily life.

baby-like rosy skin.

Kinohimitsu J'pan BB Drink is a delicious drink that helps to restore my skin natural glow and radiance. regular intake helps to promote baby-like rosy complexion in just weeks peeps! it is natural, safe, 100% natural ingredient and has No additives - no sugar added, no preservatives, No artifical coloring/flavoring, No chemicals. effective plus it has fast results within weeks! it is convenience : a instant, functional drink ready for immediate consumption, sumpah it tastes sangat sedap! i loike!  it contents Acerola Cherry Extract, Bird's Nest Powder, Fructose, Fish Collagen, Rice Bran Ceramide, Fish Protein Elastin, Purified Water ( i rarely noticed about the ingredient, and the advantages of them! haha) First time Detox Users: 1 bottle a day, consecutively for 6 days. To maintain vibrant health: 1 bottle every 3 days. so it is not too expensive for having a gorgeous healthy skin! terai-lah ! :D psst : people around me dah noticed about the changes of my skin tone. bella uitm, yana jubaque, sara jan, for those yang saya baru kenal of course la x kan, tapi si dia ckp, xnampak apa pun ( selalu jumpak lah tu, sampaikan changes pun xleh detect..haha )

kk

do you guys have interest to see what i meant?

see this..

 this is a photo taken about 3 months ago.

the result after continuously taking the drinks will be seen in....

this photo! the latest photo taken..err yesterday! sangat latest la kan. walaupun maybe saya agak perasan, puji diri sendiri, but, i see the changes. do you see them? :p ouh..maybe it isnt too clear to stare on this photo. zoom-in bebeh....!

tadaaa--aa! :D i am so happy with the result. what are you waiting fer?

 

what i love

 

Im one of those girls who carries a very large purse all the time.

Need a pen? Ive got one. need tissue, hand sanitizer, hand lotion (cause ada org tu sgt suka when i always apply it), those receipt, chewing gum, or papers regarding my assgnment given by the lecturers haha. you name it, i probably have it in my purse. it works almost like a duffel bag, but of course a more stylish one :D

one of my guy friends always say that he never find anything in it because it s so big. that s him.  i know where everything is okay. just look in the special compartments and pockets. i have no problem finding my keys and my phone – the two things that i dont like to dig for T_T

another nice feature of having a large purse that i love is i can throw a pair of flat in my purse when i dont feel like wearing my wedge or any kind of beauty is pain shoe. so i swap out my shoes with plenty of room to spare in my purse :D nice ha?

True love isn't always about finding the perfect person. Sometimes it s about finding an imperfect person and understanding them perfectly

:) 

3 stitches. ouch.

jahatnya mat rempit zaman sekarang. this is the story.. real ok. i just came back from yana's place. was making sandwiches fer her and her fren's hen night, tonite. at..err somewhere in KL. before nak story about how dasyat the bleeding happened, saja nak bagitahu, saya buat sandwich boleh gagah la sedap, today. the name of the sandwich is Montreal Chicken Mayo. whoa. nama pun nak glamour :D after shopping dekat giant terdekat, pusing pusing sbb nak dapatkan ingredient yg paling budget, kami pun selesai membeli. after tu balik rumah untuk buat sandwich tu. hari ne agak xlarat sbb tu doc bagi glucose. up energy katanya. (hey doc, im drinking kacip fatimah and livita Go everyday. yes everyday without a miss! plus, i drink, 2-3cans per day.period.) after making sandwiches, the filling of sandwich tu agak banyak, so di atas permintaan jejaka jejaka kacak yang sedang menuju ke kota metropolitan sekarang ne, saya save utk mereka mereka. ok close story pasai cooking session today. erk, lastt to state here.Sandwich tu sedap :D  setibanya saya ke rumah, dekat cheras. eh. sedang saya driving back home, it was raining cats and dogs at that time. it was..around 5pm ago? at one corner, pranggg!! there was 1 motorcycle banggg my car. err my abah's car la. saya sangat takut, saya turun dalam hujan yg sgt lebat. you know why saya turun, sbb there was another one motorcycle  dipandu by a woman with her daughter, slipped away sebab licin jalan maybe and sebab the 1st motorcycle td la block the road. omg peeps, the daughter was bleeding. saya sangat panic, terus jadi marah sbb mamat 2 ekoq yg 1st motorcycle td tu blah camtu ja. where is your manners big boys!! stupid kan? saya marah ne. sangattt marah. terus saya buat muka sangat heroin, dan angkat that girl and put her inside my car. since her mom was alone, saya terpaksa suruh her mom follow saya dari belakang, hujan ok. lebat. mcm cats and dogs. kesian kan. kat clinic, doc ckp kena 3 stitches. surprisingly, that girl langsung diam. withou crying. without any erk ekk orrkkk she was pretending xsakit gamaknya. kecik2 dah pandai buat org lain xsusah hati. very good girl..entah kat mana prob, her mom lost dari kami, and after i paid fer the kid's treatment and ubat ubat, mak dia sampai. as usual, mesti lah ckp "terima kasih nakk, hanya tuhan ja yg dapat balas jasa baik anak ne. kalau makcik td, makcik bwk ke rumah je terus. yelah, nak ke clinic area sini dah la mahal, makcik xmampu." tuan tuan dan puan puan, lagi sekali saya nak menyatakan, sangat kesian kan. so, amik lah iktibar. sang rempits, stupid papapapapladoo you guys okay. i hate you. xsemau rempit mcm tu. those yg mcm tadi tu ja. fer that girl and her mom, take care next time. -_-

goodnight all.

oh. dasyatnya..kenapa manusia zaman sekarang sangat dasyat dasyat belaka? kenapa sampai macam tu? apa apa pun, kita yang tgk, dengaq kena amik perhatian, bukan utk jaga tepi kain, tapi amik la pengajaran. jangan la sebab nafsu, orang lain jadi mangsa. harap harap, takdak la antara kawan kawan saya, adik adik saya, ataupun saudara mara saya yang terlibat dengan adegan dan juga attitude macam tu. attitude macam mana tu xperlu lah saya story dekat sini. tapi saya maha maha terkejut. dah la. ada org tu pesan, jgn pikiaq pasai org lain. pikiaq pasai diri sendiri ja :) dan jugak family. hari ne rasa sangat lega walaupun xlega sangat. saya baru ja menghabiskan paper paper exam saya :D mcm bnyk ja. ada 2 paper ja. Building Technology 1 & Building Science 2. soalan? boleh gagah la. nak kata kacang, kacang jenis tanah gak la. kiranya mcm suam suam senang hehe. after settled kan semua benda dekat sekolah, saya terus buat jadual utk apa yang bakal terjadi this long week. T_T another sleepless night, WEEK. nak buat macam mana dah jadi tanggungjawab saya utk menyetelkan apa yang saya dah terlanjur ne haha. alang alang nak belajaq, biaq sampai boleh banggakan mak bapak. kan? tambahan pula, ini adalah tahun akhir saya, ada lagi satu semester to go. saya ada cita cita. saya ada impian, saya suka berangan.....

ok lah, saya rasa saya perlu rehat since selama berminggu minggu saya asyik xdapat beauty sleep saya T_T. (rasa sangat bersalah setiap kali saya nak tdoq) bnyk lagi menda xsettle. sgt bnykk. adoi. takutnya nak menghadapi 1 Dec ne. jeng jeng jeng..

happy besday to benda rare !

happy birthday to hery

semuee sayangkan hery. sbb hery tersangat rare !

wakakakaka.

sekian.

150 juta :)

Untuk kali keseratus lima puluh juta
Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama
“Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?”
“Apa kau buta, apa kau pura-pura suka”

Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu
Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku
Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu
Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu

“Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa”
“Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea”
“Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara”
“Tapi dia jelas, jujur apa adanya”

“Aku lagi kenal dia”

Dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali
Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi
Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi
Engkau sangat manis, aku ini pula dawai besi

Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya
Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya
Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja
Terus kau cubit dagu aku, sambil berkata

“Saya mungkin baran tak kira masa”
“Tapi saya tahan kalau yang salah saya”
“Saya mungkin saja keras kepala”
“Tapi saya manja bila kita berdua”

“Saya kenal sayang saya”

Buat apa dicerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya
Peduli orang kata

Baju ronyok tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna
Kalau hati tak ada

Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa
Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada

Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
Aku punya manja, kau saja boleh rasa

Donut UK

the donuts

the donut shop

psstt.G. kan aku dah kata. mesti ada punya donut UK! WAKAKAKA...! anyway, selamat berangan angan smpai tercapai cita cita kita utk makan donut kat UK! tobat belemoih wey!!

peeps, do you want to know who is G? tadaaaa...

 Muhammad Hamzi Marzuki. clapp everyone! cute kan??

 

 hehehehe. sorry G. aku tersilap. mata aku xberapa clear td. nampak srupa sgt dah. adoi.

cool. COOL.

yeah. its the end of hari raya haji. maksudnya, im not posting twice fer today :D. since i have free time, i call it free time because i was sleeping fer almost 12hours today ler. eventho i still have lots of things to do, but, yeah, i think i need rest for myself. fer this while i think, i keep on using the same cara to solve the same conflict in my life. i tried to be cool, so that i wont feel that ppl around me are treating me like im not so important. but damn seriously, im scared i fall to the stage that i wont care and be the coolest person in this world. setiap kali buat baik and be nice to a person, mesti rasa agak dissapointed or sgt dissapointed. im not begging fer a best or same reply from what im done to a person but at least do appreciate. maybe ppl tend to get used of those kind of things if other ppl keep on doing the same things. yah. i think i get the answer. maybe. im not so sure. haih, kalau mcm ne, baik buat rilek ja. xla trasa and sakit hati. this is not as big as ppl think. saya just nak luah apa saya rasa. i need someone yg show up their feelings and their tahap penghargaan. bukan viewing from the far and wait what is gona happen after and after.kenapa few days ne sgt rasa mcm sedeh. ngok la. mood, plz come to me as i need you :/ 

maybe sbb raya pun dekat umah sewa and ALONE. ALONE okay. i used to care to someone on hari raya while that person was sick. i tried to be with that person as much time as i can. so that that person wont feel that being alone on hari raya is sooo depressing. oh God, please make me strong and stronger. make me cool and cooler day by day so that i can be as others, living in this life easily. 

p/s : happy birthday to G! pst, mau apa? birthday present aku mana?? hahha. donut UK weyh!

Selamat Hari Raya Korban

selamat hari raya korban T_T utk semua. today is one of the sad day in my life. dah la interim semalam was okay tp there s too much that i need to change to make it good on external review soon. after i sent my fren yanti to lcct today, was having breakfast at mcd as my hari raya meal :(

until now, i havent receive any selamat hari raya msg from anyone. wahahaha loser :L.

actually, i was planning to celebrate, kind of la. dekat ampang one of my uncle's place. tapi ondaway back from lcct td, rasa malas sgt sbb these few weeks, langsung xdak rest yg cukup. beauty sleep apatah lagi kan. im feeling feverish right now lagi la bertambah tambah sedeh di hati ne. uhukk hukk. there s too much was happening last nite. was having emotion fights dengan diri sendiri. until i felt that i need to move on my own path of life, the way i treat ppl to get treated by ppl like i want for this while. sometimes, ppl may get involved in their new revolution, created by them. but it depends on how work it is. and how ppl see in their new changes. what am i talking about ne pun i cant really sense it haha. ok, i need to go now since im feeling sgt xlarat. for those yg berchinta tu (polo & yanti) jgn gaduh kuat sgt, slamat berbahagia. happynya tgk muka excited yanti td nak fly p kat bf nya uwaa. ok, bye peeps.

manusia cepat berubah

manusia cepat berubah

 manusia cepat berubah 

manusia cepat berubah

manusia cepat berubah

manusia cepat berubah

manusia cepat berubah

i want to go

hari ni rasa mcm sedeh ja. tapi kena think positive. mixture of thoughts are playing in my mind. why does Allah created perempuan with this feeling? saya insecure? xjugak.. jealous? lagi la x. karma? maybe kot. tapi what i have done before? I should know that there's someone yang viewing my life from..not too far haha. ish. apa yg dok merepek repek ne. Peeps, im worrying about my future is the most important. my path to achieve my ambition. its not quite smooth lately. Everytime pun mesti ada obstacle. Si polan2 xsempat urus nama la, si polan2 xdapat bagi fund la. mcm xbagi pi pun ada gak T_T

then, few days ago, i received a news yg mcm *&^%%$$#%&^*( saying that i need to retake one of my previous sbjects which i already get exempted before. stupid kan? the reason is, my school now is having problem about accreditation from ministry of education. in order to achieve their University tittle, they must audit every student's profile. disebabkan i was from diploma student, i get exempted quite a lot credit hours actually. and i exceed dan lebih 3 credit hours. wtfish kan? if i retake, it will delay my duration of target going going going there. plus, one of my pihak tajaan said, i have chance to go on september nextyear but must achieve certain pointer. of course i knew this fer a longggg time ago. i want to go not because of anything. its fer make my family especially parents proud of having me. i want to be a very professional architect. i want to T_T

oh. itu baru satu thought. others, i think i should keep them inside la peeps. okay, here i posted some pictures of where should i stand in 1-2yrs lagi T_T but im not so sure. hey. i cant upload them la pulak. internet pun nak stupid lately. ngok.

 

oh its blooming day. i just cant express my feelings anymore because of the wink wink you showered me. showering me <3 . i was feeling bad today because of so many probs i must face few days ago. and my negative thinking was whispering into my ears that the level of the heat is decreasing. but i was wrong. oh peeps, im so in love. as long as i dont disturb anybody else, that is consider as okay hehe. the shine is back. actually its never dissapeared , it just stay at one place that always viewing my heart's condition. its you! the song is totally dedicated for you ~ 

Di kala ku kehilangan
Di dalam kegelapan
Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk
Di kala ku kesedihan
Kau ukirkan senyuman
Dengan penuh sabar memujuk
Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh
Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku
Andai hari esok dunia gelora
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Di kala aku tak pasti
Kau tampil dengan berani
Membimbing agar lebih yakin
Dan bila hidup penuh soalan
Kau berikan jawapan
Melengkap semua kekurangan
Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu hidup tanpa doronganmu

Selagi ku ada kamu

keeping it hot

there is always ups and down. its aint that easy fer keepin up with the ups compare to the downs. but you just gotta keep running the miles if your certain that this is the person you wanna be with for the rest of your life.be it for the best and worst, you know you want that person.
its a mind note that it must always be about 'US' not just about 'YOU' or 'ME'.it should always be about the TWO OF US.

both . have . to . keep . the . sparks . alive .
same routine everyday will definitely creates boredom-strikes.and it cant always be the same person to go crazy and creative or menyangkak .both have to take turn peeps or boredom will strikes on the person who by any means of effort-sparks the relationship alone, eventually. it's not fair one floats the boat when there are two person.

faith . trust . respect .
if one is not comfortable with your action, then stick it in your mind-DO NOT DO IT because you know for fact that someone's feeling's gonna get hurt. respect the other one's feeling will make one appreciates you more.if he/she does not likes it..it's an understood thing (common sense) that you're not supposed to do it.AGAIN.especially when you have reputations on this. people, im getting better when there is one that always allows/not allows me in doing so many things. im not saying that im not that perfect and not being independent girl, but i still need to improve lots. because there's no harm in improving my attitude to the level that one can be so proud of me :)

no . one . is . perfect .
Love him/her for what she/he is.look at yourself and be thankful someone is willing to share the flaws of yours and take it as a perfection of your imperfection.do not be so demanding peeps.

L . O . V . E
THE thing. love alone is not enough if all of the above are missing. good luck peeps.

this is our place

what else i could say except, these girls are really keeping up from morning to night continuously. great job girls. after musim final, lets do gotong royong okay :D 
I didnt snap the kitchen area because its too 9(&*^&*$&* Actually i forgot to snap the kitchen area because i was too sleepy at that time.

my working space. i sit on chair with great posture. at least my risk to have sakit tulang rawan dan rapuh ialah sgt rendah berbanding housemate saya.









my housemate's working space. she is landing, laying down on the carpet without feeling any miang ahaha. hentam saja lah labu !

                  im working on these ppl

mine

is he yours?
hey hey.  
he is mine  
  ♥

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

p/s   : this is secret okay. i love this guy. he changes my life to the point that i cant say yes to any guys anymore :D

hectic week and month bebeh T_T

Lets just be honest, interim reviews, worst, final reviews are far more nerve-racking and require far more preparation than silly final exams. So suck it up, ignore the stale coffee smell, energy booster by kacip fatimah but hug an architecture student. Oh, and if i start conversing with a pink squirrel on your head do...nt worry, its just the lack of sleep talking T_T 

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